I keep feeling that i knew a lot of the stuff that i am studying, when i actually still don't know a lot of it! OMG!
2 papers have passed, and at least to me, the 2 most jialat papers are over. Not that I think that I have done well, but at least its over. Haiz, sighing is just such a common event now. There are always times when i think that i could have done better. There are always times when i felt that this was all a dream. However sad reality is, its over.
MUMMY! ITS OVER! with a tinge of regret and yet with overwhelming happiness. (at least till the results come out)
Soon. soon. Battlefield Bad Company 2, I will snipe people off the battlefield. Soon. soon. I will be able to do the things i like, to laze around, to learn new lifeskills. There are 101 things that i want to do and i shall do it wholeheartedly!
Monday, 26 April 2010
Saturday, 17 April 2010
The time is ever ticking on
Tick tock, tick tock, goes the clock. I am sick of the sound that the clock makes. Not that i cannot concentrate when its happening (unlike someone...) but that it is a constant reminder about how much time i have left. That the lifeline is running out. That the beginning of the end is neigh.
Quote : "It is not end. It is not even the end of the beginning. It is perharps the beginning of the end."
This was one phrase i remembered well from the army, as the irony and the philosphy behind it was too interesting for me to ignore. I first heard it while in BMT, and i found it rather applicable to the situation i was in.
For the current situation, the exams is not the end for me. The exams are not even the end of the beginning of hell. But it is perharps the beginning of the end of hell. I want to get out of this sick situation. I don't want the exams to come, but i also want to get over it. GET THE HELL OVER IT.
Soon it will be time to enjoy again. MUG ON everyone!
Quote : "It is not end. It is not even the end of the beginning. It is perharps the beginning of the end."
This was one phrase i remembered well from the army, as the irony and the philosphy behind it was too interesting for me to ignore. I first heard it while in BMT, and i found it rather applicable to the situation i was in.
For the current situation, the exams is not the end for me. The exams are not even the end of the beginning of hell. But it is perharps the beginning of the end of hell. I want to get out of this sick situation. I don't want the exams to come, but i also want to get over it. GET THE HELL OVER IT.
Soon it will be time to enjoy again. MUG ON everyone!
Friday, 9 April 2010
Focus, 101, FOCUS!
The exams are coming, and there is a serious need to start focusing on our studies. =(
However, it is tonight that i started to get my focus back. What time is lost will need to be recouped. There is no other way to make sure i can achieve my goal of increasing my GPA. It has been a week since i lost the so called "in concentration" mode. Finally, I felt it once again tonight. It has always been a good sign when i enter this mode. It is when all distractions are blocked out and I will understand something.
And so, to SPAS, 101, ME, and me FOCUS and lets hope everyone gets to enter dean's list LOLS!
However, it is tonight that i started to get my focus back. What time is lost will need to be recouped. There is no other way to make sure i can achieve my goal of increasing my GPA. It has been a week since i lost the so called "in concentration" mode. Finally, I felt it once again tonight. It has always been a good sign when i enter this mode. It is when all distractions are blocked out and I will understand something.
And so, to SPAS, 101, ME, and me FOCUS and lets hope everyone gets to enter dean's list LOLS!
Monday, 5 April 2010
Happy Bday POK
Everyone's bday should be special, and everyone should feel special on that very day.
Yes it has taken much planning, much effort, much worrying and discussion. But i am glad that i wasn't the only one carrying the burden. Thanks tricia for always being there to provide views, feedback, presence, support and finally transport >.< Thanks dawn for being present and decisive, despite being very busy and having lots of dilemmas to mull over. Thanks the rest of the 101 for being co-operative and supportive in your own ways.
Most of all, thanks Pok for being hyper, shocked and surprised at our itienery despite knowing that it will be happening. Heh heh, you might know that it will come, but how will it come? Everyone FATS qi lai tonight, but clearly everyone had fun. I want to write something in that diary! A cool story of some sorts, to remind everyone of us the time spent now and to reminisce in the future.
I am sure the next few weeks will also be super fun, when everyone start studying together. There will be no holds barred. CHIONG for the last league of year 1.
Yes it has taken much planning, much effort, much worrying and discussion. But i am glad that i wasn't the only one carrying the burden. Thanks tricia for always being there to provide views, feedback, presence, support and finally transport >.< Thanks dawn for being present and decisive, despite being very busy and having lots of dilemmas to mull over. Thanks the rest of the 101 for being co-operative and supportive in your own ways.
Most of all, thanks Pok for being hyper, shocked and surprised at our itienery despite knowing that it will be happening. Heh heh, you might know that it will come, but how will it come? Everyone FATS qi lai tonight, but clearly everyone had fun. I want to write something in that diary! A cool story of some sorts, to remind everyone of us the time spent now and to reminisce in the future.
I am sure the next few weeks will also be super fun, when everyone start studying together. There will be no holds barred. CHIONG for the last league of year 1.
Lame excuses..
I do have a test today, I have computing test on wed, I have maths test on thursday. God damn it, I have so many tests this week. I really did try to study, but when my mind is occupied on something, it is just too difficult to start studying! With the numerous things to do and distractions at home, it took me a gargantuan effort to even start studying, and even more effort to get other things done. Luckily, not all is lost, and i was able to mug 1/2 of wat i intended to do.
I am sorry that I keep rejecting spas outings these few weeks because of my tests, and also to allocate time to my family and the preparation of Pok's bday. I admit that even if i went out the impact on my studies will probably be recoverable given that it is a 3 day weekend, but i guess its also very psychological. There are certain activities which i deem it as absolutely neccessary, which others are entertainment.
Quite lame excuses i feel, but i guess when tests are looming, this is how a student should behave and of course really mug in the meantime too. Probably a final spas outing this week before the start of the finals will be the last until after the exams.
I am sorry that I keep rejecting spas outings these few weeks because of my tests, and also to allocate time to my family and the preparation of Pok's bday. I admit that even if i went out the impact on my studies will probably be recoverable given that it is a 3 day weekend, but i guess its also very psychological. There are certain activities which i deem it as absolutely neccessary, which others are entertainment.
Quite lame excuses i feel, but i guess when tests are looming, this is how a student should behave and of course really mug in the meantime too. Probably a final spas outing this week before the start of the finals will be the last until after the exams.
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