Schoolwork rox

I have been logging into the blogging account almost every night waiting for a day when i finally could feel that i am slack enough to blog about something. However, it has been almost 2 weeks and i have yet to have the time to type something.

Maths is always so interesting and so disappointing. The amount of tutorial we have to do is much much more that the other subjects. As with the other engineering modules the amount of AUs awarded are always much too little compared to the amount of background work we have to do to get an A.

It is so demoralising to know that I cannot even fnish my work in 10 hours, when the others can do it in 5 hrs. Almost every of my subject I have to spend extra time to try to understand it better. Well, studying has never been easy, considering how much did i backlog since sec sch and jc.

Physics is like the rice bowl of all engineers and the concept when explained is forever so simple as compared to when you have to apply it. For every subject, i need to have an Eureka moment that can link everything together. That will help a lot seriously.

Oh well, its good to be busy and to keep oneself occupied. It is much better than to rot my life away. At least i am putting my brains to good use. So now, will all the As please concentrate around here? haha.

Jash funs and complexities

The wonderful jash and clubbing has come again and i have enjoyed clubbing together with friends again for another time. Its a once a year event, and i doubt there will be another time i will be going to jash again. The Jash this time was happening in its own way. More events happen on the dance floor instead of outside zouk.

Although the fun should happen outside, i guess a different kind of experience is good nonetheless. However, through this experience, i found out weaknesses and strengths of some people. Although it was fun, it was ugly too. The impact is stronger when those who you think are ugly are your friends and people you know.

A complex and unforgettable experience.

Farewell Holidays, Hi School

The start of school has been busy. So busy with work, or i was plain panicking such that i could not really enjoy lazing time away. I have not really been relaxing since school started. Although i tried to relax, there is always some lingering stress that refuses to let me forget all about school work for a while and get back to it.

There are of course pros and cons to such a bodily function. One is, i feel spurred to go on mugging. However, i am afraid that i will lose steam half way and start slacking at the wrong place and time. That was what happened in sem 2, which was very detrimental to my final performance. I hope that this time I can clear all my doubts before they start to pile up and cascade over me.

I really miss hall life where we can just knock on each others door and have fun. I really feel like squatting in someone's room. However, I just don't feel that i have my personal space now, the feeling is wrong. The idea of having to sleep on the floor =(. I really hope that when i decide to squat, i will not regret my decision and have a fun time in Hall.

What i really want most now is to study hard, score well and live my life to the fullest. I don't want to spend all time mugging nor do i want to spend all my time playing. Its time to find a balance...